Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Life journey is ongoing!

Well, quest of life is ongoing. Hardly do we know what do we need and how. We spent so many time planning this or that and things take a recourse unthought of.

“Life is what happens to you while you are busy planning something else.”

At 24, Sheena is much more contemplating & uncertain of matters of life than she was couple of years back. Logically speaking she should be more definite of things today as she had overhauled bounces of life.

Still, she thinks today: it was so clear then. Those were the days people told her she will do this or that & reach wherever she wants to. She simply outshined the complements with her natural smile and wit.

A couple of years back marked existence of clandestine beauty that was so sure of things she wants in her life. How she never knew but she was always optimistic.

Today after these years have passed she has gone through some CHANGES— changes that were related to her appearance, decisions & whole existence. She has gone through relationships.

She loved a guy. He loved her body.

…some time spent

Another guy loved her and her body—that was a bit out of shape now. The guy wanted to make his life beautiful with her.

But she crossed that close to perfect milieu and herself dejected the love being offered to her.

Now today, she chooses the man who is as hard as rock. The man who claims that he loves her and is equally conscious of the fact that she should be all “good” in her appearance and actions. She knows this man has got brains. He is a good marketer she knows and to be in any deal—be it a relationship—he has to have ADVANTAGE. He cannot resist DISADVANTAGES, especially accruing to some one else, not even his family.

Sheena knows the structure of life she is amassing today is going to be too HUMAN. She knows, in human life all vices are there as virtues. She totally realizes to be in love she was some time back is not possible and neither is she seeking that. She is on & on a journey. Where does the road go she has left contemplating! She has dreams even today but she knows come what may, she has to flow like water. She has to work hard to find out her own way. And she minds the fact that her way has to be hers. No helps! The moment she will seek HELP on this animal planet, a thick forest will appear, followed by long standing mountains & only on the other side of the stout mountains will flow the water.

Mind it, Sheena is not weak. She will find her way. I am hopeful. Are you?

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

To live is to flow!!

Its 1:36 and I am no where close to sleeping buds. And whats up my side? Putting up my thots just to feel the difference. The difference between today that is and tomorrow that will be and yesterday that was! There is one line of demarcation between them that is lining of 24 hours that passed and next 24 hours that will again pass. You might be thinking whatta pathetic mathematics I am drawing at this hour. But that is not a point.

Yes to live keeping track of these hours might help some but thats not all. To live one has to realise that life is to be lived with a smooth flow. Its all about living. The way water flows from great hights and hurdles and reaches the ground, you, I and all of us are required to flow. We cannot stop. At times a few knock outs may stuck us for a while or slighly loger a time, but thats not the destination. And we move on!!

I think i cud mak my point clear to you & in case i cud not time will say you. for you will learn on own flowing amidst the ups & downs of life.

Now I will sign out as I have to flow into this night & get back to work in the morning.

Bye
And by the way if you had patience to read this I am sure you can flow calmly like water as well. Best of luck

-priyanka